It's over.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006, 9:01 PM

Sorrow thoughts
finally i've hand in my lab report that i've been doing since long ago. now got one more individual report to be handed in tomorrow. i've been doing report since yesterday. reports reports reports!!! i don't know why now i'm just feeling so down. it's being a long time that i had not been listening to the radio. just downloaded realplayer into my com so i am able to listen to my favourite fm yes 93.3. upon listening to the radio, memories of the past gush in to my brains like tap water. its sorrow thoughts. not happy ones. it reminds me of the past of me feeling in love. yes i get to love someone but i never let her know. i had never touch relationship in my life. i wouldn't dare to do that. i just doubt that the people i love really love me. if they don't then i wouldn't want them to suffer. its a bad feeling of loving someone but not letting them know. but i notice that when people have break ups they suffer more than i do. so i think i'm not going to let that happen. haiz i think i do report better thinking so much doesn't really helps. my eyes and nose just itch. got the feeling of letting out my tears.