It's over.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006, 10:42 PM

BACKSTABBERS!!!

wa lao aye sian leh. i finally found out that poly friends are all backstabbers. i dun wanna name them. situations are just coming my way. lots and lots of it. i'm glad of having some friends who cared. and fruststrated to have others. i got lots of things which is undone or a failure. i really do not know what i can do. today i went to school to do my presentation. the teacher says my board game is lousy!!! wa lao aye. i do it full heartedly leh. i really make my heart pain la. spent the whole night yesterday to do it. somemore i can't get to sleep. 3+ then sleep. wake up early to go to school for this presentation. sucks la. i really got nothing more to say. tomorrow is my semestral project presentation. i really have to pray to lord man. wish me good luck for tomorrow. thks amen. hope that jesus read my blog. he is reading my heart. not my blog. lol. wish that i can sent email to him. is more interesting like that. like that he can reply me in email lettin me know what i should do and what i should not. problems are just rushing into my way too much and too fast. when can i go for a holiday and play hard i wonder. real hard! today went to ling wei house. do what neh? watch sun yan zi concert. kena con. he told me was leehom's concert. lol. play winning eleven and i lost everything. i'm just bad at games. no i'm bad in anything. i really don't know what am i good at. is like almost nothing. in my life, i never win before a lucky draw, a medal, a plaque, a cup, a girl. never! my life is empty. just to let days past. now i only think that my best achievement i had is only my 'O' level results. and putting up a smile on your face. don't think of anyone. is you! yea is you! right in front of this screen. haha. lol. its late. i'll end here. tomorrow wake up early to do report.