It's over.

Saturday, February 25, 2006, 2:06 AM

useless indeed

time is just passing by so fast. thinking back on what have i done... i'm just a nuisance. i got no acheivement in life. i acquired no skill at all. i can't do well in anything. people around me, my friens and my cousins. they are really something in life which i am so jealous about. ya i got a cousin who represent singapore to play the double bass before unfortunately he can't play it anymore. he met with an accident while driving his motor bike. but without his double bass, he know how to play other instruments as well. for example electric guitar. no is all sorts of guitar. violin too. i'm so proud of him. his going to open his own music school soon. and as for my friends, they just excel in someways or others. as for me. erm best acheivement i got is to get 23 point for my O levels. a grade not many people wants to get. i want to learn how to play my favourite guitar. but to save my father's pocket, i'm not learning it. i'm hopeless. just hopeless. now my next greatest fear is whether i will pass my semestral exams or not. all i can do is to hope and pray. wish miracles really happen. i got another cousin who studied the same course as me during his poly years. he is already a university grad for bout a year. hope that the next one is me although i thought that it will never happen. i'm telling people around that i wanna be a U grad. all they did was to laugh. an expected reaction. ok fine. now i just need to make up more dreams. nitez.