It's over.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006, 10:04 AM

i starting to miss people that i have not been seeing for a long time. how i wish my life belongs to them. when would i got what it takes to persue my dream to share half of me with another person. i just know these things take time. and i also know that it doesn't come like the wind. my dad always told me, when you want something, don't ask for it. it will never come. work for it. not good being nice. nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai. argh!!! my circle of friends is going to leave me with their girls soon. i always sees them putting their heart and soul on to the phone. when i speaks to them no one seems to bother. they are too busy with their sms. maybe is important for someone to be flirt. i just don't know what am i up to. what difference do i have from others which makes me a loner?

aiya!!! what the hell! relationships are too expensive to handle. maybe is my excuse. but nevermind. there all still lots of more important things awaits me to complete. time is precious. i wanna study in university. you all would think i'm trying to be funny. but i don't think i can go to any uni in singapore with such results. but overseas uni can.

erm... trying to blog something else and i end up saying all these. fine! now back to my normal blogging. yesterday is another long day. i've finally got my timetable. i spent my whole day yesterday for fliming. another never ending production by dennis lee. very tiring especially the basketball part. everything last till about 4+. later i went home to fix some shelvings for my mum. my mum thought that i can't do it and i did it! she just don't know that i'm good at nothing but dnt. after that is the usual prata gatering again. we are already lost of mind what are we going to eat. and we taunt until 2am. i think my life is quite meaningless now. everytime did the same things. hoping for something new next time. unfortunately singapore is to small to live in.