It's over.

Monday, April 24, 2006, 1:27 PM

just read about lingwei's and weesiang's blog. i wanna say this to ling wei.

i refered to you blog. please don't think that the someone you were mentioning in your blog does not gives you respect. think it in another way then. that guy you were mentioning is childish. don't let the matter hurt your feelings. he is what his made of. he'll never change unless he thinks about it. seriously speaking he got a bad mouth which is his negative part of him. to be matured, he should analyse about his own character which betrayed him so badly. with this mindset, a boulder is now brought off your chest. he is responsible for his own actions and you're not. he got a job to do which is to change.

and most importantly, do not hate a person by his name. hate a person's action's or character.

and also to weesiang. the negative part of you is that you had put too much worries that does not benefit to self. this is the reason that brought down your mood. please, think about your own happiness before others. you had suffered emotionally and mentally for us. this is what i can see. but the reward you get is meaningless to you. everyone's happiness contributes to another peice of worry into your heart. i'm not saying that you are wrong for doing that. in fact you did a great job. but think again, satisfaction make happiness. what can make someone satisfied? who can be satisfied. in fact no one can be satisfied. people who were not satisfied on little effort being done, they persue for perfection. what is perfection. can i have a family with kids, i'm richer than bill gates, living an enjoyable life... you will notice i can't finish this sentence. this is what i call perfection. so what i was trying to say is that no one can be satisfied in the effort you've made. as long as there is an effort, you've done your best.

you've brought a lousy mood to go out with us. by looking at your down stricken face it really bring down our mood. remember that you've brought a long face to play pool with us which you've suggested? why not make yourself happy to think that your friends agree to play pool with you upon your request. you are playing a game of pool. a game you like best. love the game and not being sad about something else. can't you just do that.

ok i'm just commenting about what i like to see in my friends. what i think is positive for my friends to behave in what i mention. if you are thinking who am i to tell you all this, feel free to let me know. i'll delete this post then. i will not comment anymore if you have such mindset.

i was thinking hard that am i making a fool out of myself by posting all these. am i in search for trouble?