It's over.

Sunday, December 24, 2006, 11:24 AM

ok today 24 dec.

according to the my past post you guys will think that today i'm going to church.

a little update here.

i'm not going church today.

its christmas eve i still feel moody.

the christmas atmosphere its still not here.

as for yesterday, my brother dragged me to CityHarvestChurch.

they got some sort of drama over there.

ok i can say is both touching and funny.

a little ridiculous in the story too...

once again i'm being called up to cleansed my sins.

how many times have i done that?

i don't know but i know it's not the first time.

you christians mean i'm sinful?

i told my brother 'i'm cleanse again. i'm cleaner than any christians around.'

sorry jesus.

its about faith.

i got more faith in myself than the father god.

church is not my cup of tea yet.

i'll continue to be my free thinker.

i'm here in church because i respect!

things around me are made confusing.

i just hope that i can read the wants and needs of people by looking at them.

things will be made simple when i can try to fulfill people's needs.

even though i know love is found.

but its not clearly stated that love is needed.

i just need someone to show me the importance of the needs people wants.

i'm just trying to be complicated.

don't bother.