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i'm loading myself with activities!
and activities i'm loading myself with.
i feel so much better than the past.
i haven't been smoking for a long time because i'm happy.
no bad thoughts hanging on my mind.
just busy dreaming to be talented one day.
but not knowing on how to work on it.
i'm really satisfied with what i am.
may have a little stuffs missing in my life.
i need more challenges and of course someone to support me.
tell me that 'jianlong, you can do it! you can do it!'
just these words, i'll feel PERFECT!

my usual friends don't behave like what they are suppose to anymore.
dissapointment is all that is.
terrible.
i need more friends like YOU!
YOU right in front of the screen.
tell me that your support do exist!
i'll return my appreaciation with my support too.
'JIA YOU'!

i never dare to say _ ____ ___ again.